My Mind & Soul
When my insecurities hit me, they hit hard.
(via vndrewylvrde)
Read or not. Just don’t complain.
I don’t fangirl or post about shows I watch very often. BUT LET ME JUST TELL YOU ABOUT A SHOW I LOVE, SENSE8.
2 years ago, Netflix blessed us with a show called Sense8. Everyone went banana sandwich over this show and wrote so many reviews and left 5 star ratings all over the place. With all great things, comes great haters. So of course, they had “professionals” review it and say it was terrible. I watched this show in 2 days. (Note that every episode is at least an hour long, the season was about 12 episodes long, and I was still struggling in High school) So for me, this was a GREAT series. After watching this, I found out Netflix could no longer keep the show running for multiple reasons:
1. it was too expensive
2. it had “bad” reviews *cough* from the “professionals” *cough*
I was crushed. It was a great show with a creative concept. At the time, I had never crossed a show that fired my curiosity and imagination so much.
HOWEVER, a year later the creators told their fans they were going to make a new season. They teased us with a 2 hour special 5 months before they released the full Season 2. I jumped on that 2 hour special like it was nothing.
Season 2 came out in May. Unfortunately, I was still trying to push through a shit semester in school and work. We didn’t end school til mid June. Thus, me waiting to watch Season 2 a month after it was released. Before actually watching, I heard they had canceled the show again. I was crushed again, and I hadn’t even watched the newest season yet.
I finally get enough time to watch Sense8. I finish this bad boy in a day. The ending was set up so well for a follow up season. But then I thought back to when they canceled the show for the second time. I looked up why they canceled the show and finally got on the discussions with the other fans about the show. And at this point, I am raging. I got so fired up that I vented to a friend who doesn’t watch it. I told him what this show has put me through (I say this as if it will scar me for life LOL) and how angry I was. I told him that Netflix better give us a 2 hour special at the VERY LEAST.
Fast forward to about 14 or 15 hours earlier today, THEY WILL BLESS US WITH THE VERY LEAST. I AM EXTREMELY ELATED. I would have flipped my shit if I had to wait ANOTHER year to find out that they were bringing at least one more episode back. Ugh, I’m so happy. Thank you, if you stuck through all of this LOL
deciding i was pretty was the best thing that i ever did
one day i was just like
fuck this im pretty
and i was
(via det-vackraste)
I JUST WANT TO UNDERSTAND
Someone who has been emotionally abused will:
• Constantly apologize
• Hide their feelings in fear of upsetting you
• Break down during small disagreements
thinking it will explode
• Need a lot of reassurance
Please be patient, we are trying.
(via jujubeats)
I’m fighting to get a car. Not because I’m being a little brat. Not because I hate the car. I love that car with all my heart. But you know how much money we could be saving if I just had a smaller car? My gas per week is almost $80 a week. Not to mention, she needs do be diagnosed and my engine needs to be fixed.